Lone-Soul

Human beings are ever aspiring, Always reaching, Stretching higher, Striving, yearning to better ourselves. Given the shallow nature And empty herd mentality Of our "proud race", Could it be that our entire species is plagued, Haunted by a lack of self-esteem? That we are ever-aspiring is almost proof of this. We are prepetually dissatisfied, Discontented with ourselves, As individuals and a species as a whole ...So we keep on changing, Re-inventing to try and attain that perfection, Which we so devoutly seek, To become something, Create something, Manifest ourselves as something that can make us happy. Though, and we know

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Take silent sleep for all eternity in a confusing state of love, fear and hate. Stir up peace but be sure not to crush the dreams until sanity settles in. Allow sweet tears to fall, bake forever. You can tell it's done when all odds seem to dislodge away. Let cool until betrayl stops to fight. Add lots of hugs. Result: tastes bittersweet.

On the subject of stars I can be under the night sky And stay there In silence Listening for such beauty Must have its own music If I hear it – it would be a blessing Consider the songs of stars and planets They might be perceived as calling to each other as they turn and turn and turn and burn and burn and burn We are so like them In our fashion But clumsy and the steps we forget We turn and spin and glance and mingle the dust of ourselves Wondering if we will see ourselves as alone Or free when the spinning stops

Addicted It's like you're a drug It's like you're a demon I can't face down It's like I'm stuck It's like I'm running from you all the time And I know I let you have all the power It's like the only company I seek is misery all around "Draco," "Shut up!" Harry did as Draco said and shut his mouth. "Well, get over here!" Harry moved over to Darco. "Draco, do you think we could," "Could what?" "I don't know, talk?" Draco laughed right in his face. It's like you're a leech Sucking the life from me It's like I can't breathe Without you inside of me And I know I let you have all the power And I realize I'm never gonna quit you ove

I was sitting in sunshine, a brief moment of relief, music in my ears ignoring the world. Clouds quickly closing in, what was I thinking? The bright green grass, turned pale in my eyes. Shadows coloring it differently now. Naked inside my shell, alone while among friends. There's this invisable field around me, bouncing all outside feeling off, keeping all I feel inside, in a continous spin. A temporary relief, while feelings are still approaching, the wall, my shell. Then they bounce, and again I am remineded, as pain fills me. Everything increases. The force from inside, pushing the wall, until an incredible strain

little pieces of how i felt i used to send to you small moments with much thought you never seemed to see through i thought that i would be ok that i would make it through the day but unfortunatly thoughts of you keep tumbling into view and now my happiness is turning black and blue a line of this and a line of that memories i wish to forget and i dont know why and i dont know how but somewhere along the way you accidently took my heart away